The Eyeless Map (Part III)
Tony ChakarJackson Pollock’s paintings are really plans for imaginary cities.
The proficient reader, familiar with all that has been written about the loss of the humanist ideals is probably not going to be much impressed with what I found in the mysterious notebook, in one of Beirut’s back streets, perched over a cemetery constructed on the remnants of a Phoenician temple. This is precisely my point, and a way forward: Things have a habit of coming back, especially in cities like Beirut. Moreover, things don’t just simply ‘come back’. When they do come, they bring with them an inexplicable sense of dread, which may be due to the fact that we thought that what has come back had been lost forever, that it is no longer ‘real’ or from our reality, and as such it throws all of this reality into doubt. I’ve heard, for instance, that in some Arab countries, people still erect tents in the backyards of their newly constructed mansions. For some, this is a certain sign of backwardness, but this is far too easy a conclusion. These tents were supposed to have disappeared, and yet here they are where one least expects them, unassuming and filled with dread, precisely because they are fragments of a past that was supposed to have been buried by modernity. In that sense cities like Beirut live in a perpetual fear of what has been gone manifesting itself again, coming to life in the form of a long forgotten relative from some mountain village who has come to pay us a visit in our chic, urban condominium where the neighbours only speak perfect French, or maybe in the form of an old picture of a grandfather in his outmoded outfit, lying in the attic, or a mispronounced word revealing the dialect that we try so hard to get rid of.
I believe that the same dread emanates from the building with the slightly tilted axis of symmetry, which is opened up and fragmented, sure, but which still contains fragments of what used to be, fragments that contain a perpetual threat of them coming to life again, casting a shadow of doubt on the way things are right now. After all, a “monster” is only monstrous insofar as it is formed of the same members that constitute the human body, but in the body of the monster these members are ‘rearranged’, deformed, while all the while carrying traces of what they used to be, of their original purity. This is why all monsters have humanoid features. If they didn’t, they wouldn’t be monsters at all, at least not scary monsters.
The notebook’s writer knew all of this, he felt that dread affecting his whole being, at least I assume he did when he wrote:
My body is everywhere: the bomb which destroys my house also damages my body, insofar as the house was already an indication of my body. This is why my body always extends across the tool which it utilizes: it is at the end of the cane on which I lean against the earth; it is at the end of the telescope which shows me the stars; it is on the chair, in the whole house; for it is my adaptation to these tools.
The monstrous, fragmented body becomes part of the morselated, apprehensible house (and, by extension, the city around it), and not simply a metaphor for it. Furthermore, the house becomes a precondition of that body, and not vice versa.
This brings about many different problematics, but I’ll restrain myself to seeing one through, because I believe that it would be a way of deciphering the enigmatic statement about Pollock mentioned above. What would happen when the fragmented body encounters the decay of the things which have become its extension? Buildings decay, cities decompose in front of the un-amazed eyes of their citizens, and even the most monstrous of bodies can become ill. I encountered a great number of such questions in the notebook, especially towards the end:
What would happen if the air-conditioning system at Spinney’s just stopped working? What would happen if the ceiling in ‘Acid’ started leaking water on the dancers inside? What if people in the Abraj cinemas started to feel the cracks in the aisles beneath their feet? What if the letters in all of the new neon signs in Downtown Beirut started to drop out and the streetlights stopped functioning? All of this may happen so suddenly, and still all the buildings will remain joined by passages that are the conduits of nothing. They will become like jello left out in the sun for too long.
All I could do was imagine the end of the world – but, amazingly, the author of the notebook provided me with an answer, or maybe the beginning of one. Actually it looked more like a plan for action than a real theoretical answer: My body is everywhere is no longer a metaphor for the body in fragments, but a real possibility for the body in perpetual motion. The body is everywhere, it walks around the fragments of the city, with each step encountering fragments that remind it of how things were, or how they could have been, feeling at all times the loss of something that it can never determine, seeing the world ending at every moment, and yet it cannot stop. The only option for this body is to map everything with exquisite detail, to map not the beginning of things (like maps and architectural plans usually do) but their inevitable end.
I decided to make a map of Beirut using the crap left behind by dogs as landmarks. This first sounded like a silly idea, even a repulsive one, but the more I thought about it the more it made sense. Beirutis do not have a tradition of raising dogs, yet, one can, of late, encounter dog crap everywhere. In addition, dogs are soiled animals according to Islam, and yet more and more people, many of them Muslims, are seen walking their dogs. Who owns these dogs, where do they live and where do they take them for their walks were my initial questions – questions that I could only answer by placing myself in a different temporality, in a slightly recent past, when dogs were not fashionable. Then, I realized that in order to produce such a map, I have to radically change my point of view, or the position and nature of the looking eye to be more precise. I cannot simply use the Eye-in-infinity-looking-below that is used in regular maps. Finally, the idea of making a map based on my movements following the movements of the people and their dogs struck me like a bomb on the head. This map doesn’t need a looking eye, and still, the question of what it would look like still haunts me.
Two pages after that in the notebook I saw the statement about Jackson Pollock, neatly framed in a textbook. Right below it, I read what seemed to be an explanation of the statement, that Pollock’s paintings are really city plans:
Jackson Pollock was not really painting, he was moving in and out of the canvas, letting the paint drip or splash in different ways. The lines on the canvas are precisely the lines that his motions created; the lines are a recording of these motions and actions, accompanied at all times with a great feeling of loss, the loss of the original purity of the flat white canvas. At the same time, he couldn’t help but succumb to the sense of dread that emanated from the fact that he was indeed a part of this big heap of decomposing and fragmented lines that lay beneath him. The past and the future became encapsulated in the present moment.
That was the last piece of coherent writing in the notebook. After that, one could find bits and pieces of texts – some of them very poignant – packed in the remaining few pages, things about “looking for a saviour” or an old man “who is speaking to me. His lips are moving but I can’t hear what he says”. What I believe is that the architect went on to carry out his plan of the eyeless map, although I can’t imagine how, or what the result would look like. I still hope that, maybe one day, I’ll meet him, and maybe I’ll recognize him and we can talk a bit – although, judging from the last phrase he wrote in his notebook, the chances for that are really slim. It was, by the way, the only sentence written in French:
“Soyons désinvoltes. N’ayons l’air de rien.”
Copyright © Tony Chakar, 2003
Reprinted with kind permission of Tony Chakar. Read Parts I and II here and here
